I started this thing to gain some clarity. To save myself from more frustration, confusion, and heart ache. No nothing until California or at least till I knew that someone felt the same way I did.
And then when maybe, just MAYBE, after all the crazy stuff that’s happened so far, I might have found what I was looking for. But alas no. My really masochistic self goes for the Brandon Boyd twin that turns out to have a girlfriend. Well done.
And I broke my pinky toe today.
GOOD.NIGHT.